Poetry of the People Featuring Arthur Turfa

This week's Poet of the People is Arthur Turfa. I have known Arthur for several years and shared many a cup of caffeine with him. He is one of the Midlands' hardest working poets - constantly working on his craft and promoting his work and the work other poets, If you write poetry your path has or will soon cross his path. 

~Al Black

Arthur Turfa is a poet/writer with six poetry collections, one novel, and one short story collection published. His writings appear in numerous print and online publications, A member of the South Carolina Writers Association, he is a Poetry Editor for the Eleventh Hour Literary Magazine, on the Editorial Board for the Petigru Review, and a Fiction Reader for the Northern Appalachia Review. His reviews appear in the Midwest Book Review and elsewhere. Turfa lives in Lexington, SC with and near family.

 

All I Can Do

Sculptors release an image they envision

from a block of Cararra or the sparks

 

fusing metal together. Composers render

a melody heard only by them into a

 

tune for everyone’s ears. Painters use

colors and shadows to display what

 

their trained eyes see. All I can do- I

will not speak for other poets- is to

 

capture the moment I experience in

one sense or another, select the words,

 

the sounds, all of it into something that

I carefully refashion as needed and release

 

it as a falconer does the bird into the

skies for all to see, to marvel, to see

 

what wonder I beheld and in my

own way, express what lies in them.

 

Long-remembered Aromas

Aromas wafted from the kitchen in

the apartment over a little shop:

crusty white French bread and Belgian Waffle

cookies before they became a staple

in those places strung along the Turnpike..

 

She told of wearing sabots and riding

to the ship bound for her new home. With her

some textbooks now on a shelf behind me.

 

Decades passed, relatives slowly spreading

across the new land, many lasting well

into their nineties. Did she sense on that

summer afternoon an urgency to

tell me things I later would understand?

I listened, then only years later began

to at last put those pieces together,

seeing gray and not merely black and white.

 

I have never baked, nor would even try.

Every so often I pass a place and

a whiff of le bon pain français brings me

to the kitchen above the little shop.

 

 The Beckoning Bank

 Late on an autumnal afternoon, crisp-

ness in the air warmed by sunlight, at last

 

reaching a stopping point downhill

from the distant ridge, Dampness around my

 

neck, trickling down my back under two layers.

Sturdy trees appear to invite me to

 

linger, their sentinel branches suggest

somewhere for me to spend time watching the

 

water and the beckoning  bank that re-

mains beyond my grasp. Once that would arouse

 

a sense of frustrated longing. looking

only would not satiate me at all.

 

I recall dreams I chased, visions from far-

off ridges I rushed to realize , then

 

stumbled along  paths to brambles and thorns,

only to wearily retrace my steps

 

to cast my glance elsewhere, to somewhere that

proved attainable even better.

 

Dreams and visions fade as sweet memories

supplant them, staying with me all my days.

 

Restored, I turn back, remembering the

bank that beckoned which I did not need.

 

Acts of Attention -- A PhotoPoetics Exhibition at Stormwater Studios

April 3 - April 13

“Acts of Attention” will be on view in the SVAD Studio at Stormwater Studios from Thursday, April 3 to Sunday, April 13, with an opening reception on Thursday, April 3 from 5 p.m. to 7 p.m.

This exhibition brings together photographic works and writings from eight photographers, eight poets, and their instructors, all currently engaged in the Photopoetics course, co-taught by Ed Madden (English) and Kathleen Robbins (Art). The course explores the dynamic relationship between poetry and photography, encouraging writers and photographers to work alongside one another, exchange creative insights, and discover new ways of seeing and interpreting the world.

While poetry and photography are distinct forms, poets and photographers share the ability to capture moments, evoke emotions, and shape perception. The exhibition showcases the culmination of this interdisciplinary collaboration, featuring poetry and photography created throughout the semester. The reception will also include PechaKucha performances—a dynamic storytelling format that highlights the creative dialogue between words and images.

Gallery Hours: Wednesday – Sunday, 11 AM – 3 PM

Featured Artists & Writers:

Alexander Arquette, Gracie Belk, Amy Chalmers, Josh Kendrick, Katy McCormack, Nneoma Ohale, Ciara Orness, Ricardo Rodriguez, Audrey Savage, Fiona Schrier, Sarah Stoddart, Ceara Tellez, Daniel Wartham, Lauren Wickham, Nora Williams, Madison Yoest, Ed Madden, and Kathleen Robbins.

Poetry of the People featuring Brooklyn Brown

This week's Poet of the People is Brooklyn Brown

Every year, two or three young poets meander into Cool Beans and adopt Mind Gravy Poetry as their home away from home. They are in love with poetry, but put off by the way they have been taught poetry; they believe the best poetry is from the heart - understandable and not obtuse. 

Brooklyn is a bolt of light in a fearsome night and assures me that poetry is cradled in good young hands.

~Al Black

Twenty-year-old Brooklyn Brown is a student at U of SC and believes that art is activism. She practices this notion through her poetry. She hopes to be a voice for young people who are struggling with the ups and downs of early-adulthood while also confronting bigger world issues. A creative from a young age, Brooklyn often expresses the turmoil of her own adolescence in her writing. Brooklyn is inspired by the classic romantic and confessionary poets that came before her, and hopes to connect with her readers’ senses through concrete language and vivid imagery, believing that good poetry is not only understood, but felt.


Peeling Oranges 

I split my finger 

on a piece of paper 

yesterday. 

today, 

you want oranges. 

you enjoy the way

the pulp does glut 

your shallow throat. 

and if the consumption

should bring you pleasure, 

I will peel and peel–

only stopping for a moment

inbetween, to wince

at the citrusy sting.

____

Question 

I have a question—

for legislators who have

an obsession with oppression, 

and teaching lessons 

that put people in their proper places

assigned by the shapes

of the features on their face, 

or the colors of

the skins 

that they live in. 

I have a question—

for the men in these positions 

at the top of their systems, 

I have question, 

about my body, 

about its most vital organ, 

not my mitochondria heart, 

but my ovaries, of course. 

I think that they are art— 

But, do their brush strokes

maim you? 

because they paint a mirror image of

the same ones that

made you? 

Is it self loathing or a hatred 

for the woman who created the soul

that would grow to rule 

the bones of a man so cruel

as you? 

Is it because your mother put 

her foot down 

since your father was 

never around? 

Do you still feel the weight of 

her on your little head

each night before bed

while you lay to rest

next to your wrinkling wife, 

who you’d stab with a hunting knife

if the decision of that fatal incision 

would not make you

look like a bad guy? 

do you dream that

your work to earn 

the respect of your daddy even

after he’s dead will pay

as well as the price of the 

people you damned to hell,

because maybe, 

in heaven you’ll throw a ball

back and forth and 

and back and forth

with him? 

and your miserable actions

will be worth

the poison of your politics, 

because at least you remembered 

to pray about it?  

oh, and I have a question—

for the righteous and resolute; 

if I don’t believe in the same god as you,  

must I burn for the sins that

killed your savior? 

must I adhere to the rules of a ruler 

who I owe nothing to, just because 

you say that’s what I should do? 

are millions of us wrong just because 

you will die on the hill 

where you took a red pill 

that told you you were right? 

well, what if 

my mother’s words

are my hymns, 

and when I hear them

they give me breath 

like my mind has grown a lung, 

and I worship the earth—

because it is she

 who is my creator,  

I’ve been my own savior 

since birth, and I crucified myself to stand

up straight and tall today? 

Is it not good

enough for you, 

that I am imprinted

on the opposite side 

of your same copper penny?

Will you not rest 

until I pass 

your grueling test, 

until you’re sure that 

I’m a perfect copy

of your idealistic embossing?

 

I’m left deafened by your preaching 

that drowns out children’s cries

who we could have helped

if you’d just be quiet, and listen

for one minute. 

so my question is— 

If you died today

would you die a martyr,

or a failure? 

was your mission for goodness lost 

under your hunger

to indoctrinate innocents? 

Would Jesus be proud 

of your mansion,

while hungry kids imagine 

a fridge full of food 

in a kitchen as big 

as the one that your

god-honoring 

family dines in tonight? 

you make sure to lead 

in saying grace, 

but did you ignore

 your teenage daughters’ 

pale face

as she stares 

at her untouched dinner plate? 

Do you thank god for the meal

that the help prepared, 

and ask for blessings 

before your son runs 

to the bathroom, to hide 

eyes full of acidic tears

because he fears to be 

feminine, so feeling

feelings makes him scared? 

I have a question— 

for leaders who

don’t lead by example; 

is it purpose or power, 

that fuels you? 

is it oath or ego? 

that is my question.

____

Dreams

A river flowing through

my dreams, 

taking pictures far

from me;

good and bad, 

and in between–  

they all float down 

the angry stream; 

until my mind is fresh 

and clean,

and I wake up on my 

sheets serene,

only dampened

by the feelings

that the erosion

left behind overtime. 

I dreamt a dream

 of better things,

and then I dreamt 

I grew white wings 

and flew too close

to a star, ‘till I burned

and turned

torched and charred. 

Lard with color and 

poignant plotlines,

I dream some dreams 

of beautiful things– 

that dense and darken 

before I wake, 

and then my memory

my dreams doth take.

____

TREPIDATION

The trepidation 

of my twenties 

is tilling over my

noisy nerves 

which wont shut up 

about my body,

or the boy

that i'm afraid 

will get bored of it– 

and I think when

I am an old lady

I’ll eat the pies

I bake instead 

of giving them 

away;

I’ll put extra cream

 into my coffee cup;

I’ll write a book

 for young people 

to read;

I think I’ll smell

like nectarine–

and maybe I’ll learn 

to play guitar and sing. 

I think i’ll feed pigeons 

by a fountain, 

and climb

a big mountain;

just to say it’s 

something I did; 

I think I’ll mentor 

a creative little kid. 

I think I might frequent

local art galleries, 

and be known by some

as “that quirky old lady”;

I think I’ll travel more, 

with someone I  adore–

I think I will make a lot

of soup out of peas, 

that no one will like 

to eat but me. 

I think i’ll reach out to a friend

 from high school

and spend more

 of my summers

 in a swimming pool; 

I think i’ll wear 

a cute swimsuit, 

and ignore the way it fits

my herky-jerky divots. 

I think I’ll start to pray; 

not to god,

but to my mother, who

I wish could live forever 

and always be there 

to give me her best answers. 

I think I’ll have children;

 in the form of house cats– 

and wear colorful 

bucket hats. 

I think I’ll care less

 about what people

think, and I will finally love

 all of my body;

because when I wrinkle 

and begin to grey

I’ll thank my bones

 for carrying me 

every day– 

even when my tattoos

 begin to fade

I’ll still have stories

 to tell the twenty-somethings,

 as well

as secrets to take

 to the grave; 

and when I think

 about my face

and how it might look, 

in a few decades– 

I smile at the picture

and wish that

I could hug her

she looks like me, 

but softer;

she’s full of forgiveness

 and laughter

she's a spitting image 

of her golden mother, 

she’s got paleing hazel 

eyes like her father, 

and the confidence

 of her brother. 

But I am her,

and she is me–

 she is everything I can be 

So I don’t have to wait 

to heal my heart,

or create my art;   

I think I just have to start.

Jasper Congratulates Winning Student Poets in the My Streets, My Stories Competition

My Street, My Story:

Celebrating History and Community through Youth Expression

Sarah Mae Flemming

In 2024, Columbia-area high school students were invited to participate in “My Street, My Story: Celebrating History and Community through Youth Expression,” a visual and literary arts contest created by the USC Center for Civil Rights History and Research. Inspired by the Center’s exhibition, Intersection on Main Street: African American Life in Columbia, in the Columbia Museum of Art’s Our Story Matters gallery, students were encouraged to use their preferred methods of artistic or written expression to create a body of work drawing connections from the stories of community and resilience of the Historic Black Business District in Columbia to their own present-day experiences in their community. 

The Jasper Project’s executive director, Cindi Boiter, was asked to serve as an adjudicator of the creative non-fiction portion of the competition and subsequently offered to further promote the participants in the project by publishing the winning poems in Jasper Online.

Winnings student poets include first place winner Alana Hills, who is a 9th grader at Richland Northeast High School; second place winner, Maelyn Carter, an 11th grader also at Richland Northeast; and third place winner, La’Cora Howell, an 11th grader at Ridge View High School.

Congratulations to all three winners whose works are published below. And be sure to pick up a copy of the spring 2025 issue of Jasper Magazine (May 2025) where you’ll find Alana Hills’ poem in print!

Sarah Mae Flemming

by Alana Hills

 

In the quiet of the South, where the roads were long, Sarah Mae Flemming

Stood strong, where others felt wrong.

A woman of courage, though her name not yet known,

She fought for her rights, and she stood all alone.

 

In the year of ‘54, the city of Columbia’s heat, she took a seat where

The world would meet.

On the bus, in the back where the rules did not bend,

But Sarah Mae’s heart said, “This must end.”

 

She was no Rosa, yet her spark lit the fire,

A young woman’s act, a fierce, quiet desire.

Before the marches, the protests, the chains breaking free,

She challenged the laws with quiet dignity.

 

Her name, though less famous, was no less bold,

For Sarah Mae Flemming was part of the story untold.

She planted a seed, one not yet in full bloom,

That would later explode in the fight for room.

 

To sit where she wished, to stand on her feet,

Her quiet rebellion, her victory so sweet.

A life of resistance, a spark in the night.

Sarah Mae Flemming – a champion for right.

Alayna Hills is a ninth grader at Richland Northeast High school who is enrolled in both full-credit and half-credit classes with the goal of graduating early and attending college. “I want my poetry to be discovered so that I can be recognized for my writing abilities and so college professors will possibly acknowledge my work,” she says. “I have big goals, and I hope that my writing helps me reach them.”

~~~~~

Black Woman Extraordinaire

by Maelyn Carter

Black Woman Extraordinaire 

mess with her, don't you even dare.

Always willing to give those she loves her ALL because she cares.

Delicate as an exotic jewel or stone…She’s oh so rare.

Wearing her Sunday-go-to meeting hat with oh so much flair.

She and Grandpa James Oh what a couple!  What a pair!

And a powerful love is what they shared.  

She’s  seen so much pain and loss almost too much to bare. 

When she walks into the room with all of her century plus poise and grace they all stare. 

All those years still walking in her light yet she doesn't boast or put on any airs.

So fine and classy No one can compare.

She has experienced many of her years on this earth fighting discrimination, racism, oppression,

some say beyond repair.

All of it so unfair.

She says to me “Chile  wear your Full Armor of God and always prepare.

Grandma says live right and I declare, you will make it to the other side over there!

Where there is no pain, no suffering or despair.

Grandma says but you better beware because the devil is always trying to scare,

catch you in a snare and your salvation he will not spare

Grandma says always be aware trust in the Lord and Stay in prayer.

She doesn't have much but her knowledge and wisdom makes her a billionaire.

The best moments are sitting at her feet in her favorite old chair while she combs my hair.

Grandma says if you don't know your past you ain't going nowhere!

My great grandma 101 yah that's her Black Woman Extraordinaire!

Maelyn Imani Carter is an 11th grade student a Richland Northeast High School. For Maelyn, writing poetry is a way to express herself, inspire, and share her view of the world. She has published Compilations by Maelyn, which features twelve of her most powerful pieces. Maelyn has received several awards for her community outreach initiatives. She most recently was named the Lovis 2024 award recipient, an award given to student who make a major difference in their community. She has also recently performed at the Soda City Poetry Festival and has recited her poems in many venues throughout the state.

~~~~~

She

by La’Cora Howell

Sometimes, I just wanna escape. I just wanna get away from all my problems. Maybe I should. Just go. Drop it all and leave this world. I don’t fit in here. Not this city, not this town. Not here. Maybe on a different planet, my mistakes didn’t form a target on my back, or maybe I wouldn’t be an outcast. Maybe, if I was somewhere else, people wouldn’t judge every expression my face makes without control. My size, my face, my hair, my clothes, my skin.

Why hate? Why bother the unspoken? AM I fresh, new bait luring through the deep? Am I unwrapped? Unused? I’m choking. Am I dying? With only a part of me slowly at part. She’s exquisite. She's fearless. She's kind and successful in many ways. She's noteworthy and genuine. She wants to grow. She's ready to lead the way. I am tired. I'm tired of the deluge and weight of everything and everyone controlling how I feel and what I want and do and say and like and my whole entire existence, and i just want to wrap it all up and shove it in a tight little box and throw it off a bridge into a never ending river of pessimistic things and energy and let it all go. Drown. Drowning under the weight of everything everyone predicts and foretells on my life. I can feel their words shove their way through my throat and up my nose and in my ears, fiercely flooding my body, soon taking me under and suddenly, I get pulled out.

Why? Who would save me? I was almost ready to endorse this death. Ready to give up, and let my problems take my life. There he tells me; this isn't worth it. He speaks life back into my soul. He lifts me back up out of this flood and puts me on my feet. Just by his presence I could tell who he was. He holds my hand as he walks me to my proclamation. He shows me what I am and what's worth living and who needs me, so they don't get dragged down, just as I did. He showed me my real sympathy. He is God, my father, and then “she” was brimful. She was a free spirit and was ready to take control. She was whole.

La’Cora Howell, a 9th Grader from Ridge View High School, was inspired to write this piece by some of the experiences and hardships she has overcome “unblemished.” La”Cora says, “I have a true connection and truth with this poem, and I hope people going through similar things as I once did, and honestly still am, take this poem as inspiration.”


 

 

Jasper's Poetry of the People with Al Black featuring Susan Madison

This week's Poet of the People is Susan Madison. I first met Susan at an early event hosted by the Pat Conroy Literary Center in Beaufort, SC. We periodically re-connect over poetry and literary projects. She is a gifted poet and writer and is a well-respected force in the South Carolina poetry and literary community. 

~Al Black

Susan Madison is a poet, essayist, and short story writer who merges visual artistry with literature. Her work explores culture, history, and consciousness. The author of two chapbooks, if i sing the blues and Gullah Paths, Madison has been published in local and national publications, including Chicken Soup for the Soul.and Ukweli. A native of Chicago, Madison studied fiction and poetry at Columbia College of Liberal Arts in Chicago. She lives on St. Helena Island, South Carolina.

True Red

Don’t try to paint me off-red,

a muted,

distilled version,

of primary red.

I am not doped-up with the flighty spirit of yellow,

made into an orange-

red.


Don’t water me down and tint me with black,

and make me into a funeral-drapery sad,

maroon red.


And please don’t whitewash me and make me,

a soft namby-pamby,

unassuming pink,

nonthreatening,

unrecognizable-

red.


Paint me a straight-no-chaser,

warning label red,

a clueless of how to handle type of red,

a bleeding out, 

unassailable,

no excuse,

unapologetic-

red.


Paint me red- red,

draped on a jet-jet black woman,

type of red-

strutting down a church aisle

of an all white,

pure white congregation-

late

red,


that stand-alone,

hush-your- mouth

sit-down-and-catch-your-breath

red.



Home


All she wanted were fingernails the color of orange rinds,

a one room cottage that witnessed the sea,

with a path paved with river stones,

a weathered-beaten door,

behind which sat a simple bed,

 curtains the flapped in the wind

and a desk,

haunted by an unknown poet

 

she would paint the shutters often to amuse herself,

when breezes kicked up their heels, 

and families of stars littered the night sky,

she’d sit outside and write letters to dead lovers,

or conjure up friends and cousins,

she could have loved more carefully,

and brush their cheeks with her finger tips. 


if sadness burglarized her,

she’d sip bourbon from a bottle,

and chew ice to chase the sting, 

or maybe she’d entered the water as she came into the world,

or pause and indulge in its pain


when joy gave her parties,

she’d danced without trying to keep  beat, 

and answer it with a holy ghost prance


But mostly, 

she’d examine her shiny orange nails,

turn her hands,

until the light bounced off the shine,

and listen to the echo of the sea

rise and fall within her womb. 



Now

My poetry is ugly now-


It sifts through garbage 

for proverbs now,

it's the merciless place between George Floyd's neck,

and the cop's knee who knelt there now.



Irreverent of religion now-

It goes to the mountainside and argues with Jesus now,

Takes up arms with the devil now,

Sits in alleys with drunkard whores now.

 


It's no longer diplomatic with liars now, 

It's the click- click- 

fuck-you walk, 

of high heels on pavements now, 

it’s the jazzed-up junky's-

don't give a shit twang now.


It stopped socializing with the righteous now,

Doesn't look away from  adult crack-babies now,

Sleeps under tarps with the homeless now,

Interviews dying dope dealers now


My poetry is ugly now-


It stopped beautifying the womb of tulips now,

Ceased feeding the chickadees and listening to cardinals calls now,


It makes music from the wails of children now,

It's the moaning in old gospels now-

the vacant look in the eyes of hopeless now


It's the song of ugly now.

Poetry of the People Featuring Peggy Logan

This week's Poet of the People is Peggy Logan aka Tabu Hazel. I have known Peggy Logan for close to 15 years. She is an award educator and spoken word poet and has featured at Mind Gravy and other Midlands venues many times. Often her poetry highlights the challenges faced by under-priviledged youth she encounters in the public education sector or facing challenges in yourself. Every child deserves a Peggy Logan in their corner lifting them up and mentoring them to become their best selves.

~Al Black

Dr. Peggy Logan, aka Tabu Hazel, is a dynamic spoken word artist, writer, and actor whose work resonates deeply with audiences. Known for her bold storytelling and unapologetic voice, she explores themes of self-worth, empowerment, and the complexities of human relationships. Under her poetic alter ego, Tabu Hazel, she crafts powerful narratives that challenge stereotypes, redefine identity, and inspire transformation.

A multi-talented creator, Peggy's artistic pursuits extend beyond poetry. She is the writer and visionary behind Digital Deception, an award-winning drama that dives into the complexities of love and betrayal in the digital age. Her work in the film world reflects her gift for capturing raw emotion and authentic storytelling. As an actor, Peggy has graced the stage and screen, bringing depth and intensity to every role she portrays.

With a career rooted in creativity and authenticity, Peggy Logan continues to inspire and empower others through her words, performances, and stories. Whether on the page, stage, or screen, her artistry leaves an indelible mark.

Broken Crown

He came to me like a whisper in the dark,
soft, deliberate, his words weaving a spell.
A kiss on my forehead,
his signature claim to reel me in,
as if that gentle touch
could rewrite the story of my scars.

"To be with me is growth," he said,
and I let his promises take root.
I believed him.
I believed the warmth of his hands,
the way his gifts spoke louder than my doubts.
Money slipped into my pocket like a secret,
gestures wrapped in silken lies.

I knew about her.
The ring, the vows, the life he shared.
But I thought I was the only other,
his chosen confidant,
a second truth in his divided world.

Until I wasn’t.

It started with her—
my friend, her laugh untouched by guilt.
She didn’t know about us,
but I found out about them.
The way his eyes lingered on her,
the way his words mirrored the ones
he used to draw me in.

And then there were others,
names I’ll never know,
faces blurred by the weight of discovery.
Each revelation broke me a little more.
What I thought was love
became a lesson in betrayal.

I told no one.
Not about her,
not about him,
not about the nights I spent
trying to piece together
how I let myself fall so far.

His love wasn’t love.
It was a mirror,
reflecting every fracture in my soul,
a hollow promise dressed in warmth.

He left me raw,
my heart in shreds,
my spirit crumbling under the weight
of what I thought we were.
But I didn’t stay there.
I couldn’t.

I gathered the broken pieces of myself,
the shards of my spirit he tried to scatter.
It wasn’t easy.
Pain has a way of sinking into the bones,
lingering in the silence,
whispering in the dark.

But I chose forgiveness.
Not for him.
For me.
Because to carry his shame was to let him win,
and I refused to live in the shadow
of a love that was never mine.

It still hurts.
The memory is a wound that aches,
a scar that reminds me of who I was,
and who I’ll never be again.

This crown I wear now,
it wasn’t his to give.
It’s mine.
Forged in fire,
shaped by survival,
polished by the light I found within myself.

I stand in that light now.
Whole.
Unbroken.
Free.

Love Out Loud

I never told my mother that I loved her enough when she was living.  

We weren’t raised to speak love out loud.

Love was something we showed—buried in Sunday dinners,

Folded into the way she passed the cornbread, warm and buttered,

In the way she mended wounds without a word. 

We weren’t built for affection with open arms, 

We carried secrets like weights, grudges like armor, 

And buried our silence in the same place we buried our pain.

 

I never told my mother that I loved her enough. 

We weren’t quite built for that— 

Too much pride, too much history in our bones. 

Our families hold secrets like heirlooms, 

We hold onto hate like it’s all we know, 

And we bury silence in the same ground as our roots.

 

I grew up watching her hands do all the talking, 

Hands that braided me and my sister’s hair, that wiped our tears, 

Hands that worked long after the world told her to rest. 

She loved in ways that didn’t need words, 

And I loved her back the same. 

But I wonder—what would’ve happened if I had said it more? 

If I had spoken the words that sat heavy on my tongue, 

Before time turned them into regrets I now carry.

 

I want cookouts and Sunday dinners that fill more than plates. 

I want laughter that isn’t afraid to be loud, 

Conversations that don’t dodge the hard truths. 

I want to tell her that I see her now— 

Not just as my mother, but as the woman who carried the weight of the world 

And never let it break her spirit. 

I see the sacrifices, the sleepless nights, 

The silent tears she thought I didn’t notice.

 

We weren't raised to speak love out loud, 

But I feel it now, burning in my chest, 

And it’s too late to say it in the way I should have— 

Too late to fix the words I left unsaid. 

But if I could, I would tell her: 

I love you, not just for the things you did, 

But for the things you endured, 

For the battles you fought in silence, 

For the love you gave, even when the world gave you none.

 

We hold grudges like we hold breath— 

Tight, waiting for the release that never comes. 

We bury our pain in silence, let it fester like wounds unhealed. 

But I don’t want to do that anymore. 

I don’t want the silence, I want the truth— 

I want to tell you that I love you, even if we never said it enough. 

I want to cook and laugh and feel 

Everything that time took away from us.

 

I wish I’d known that love doesn’t wait, 

That it doesn’t have to be hidden, held back by tradition, 

That love could have filled the air, instead of just our plates. 

I never told my mother I loved her enough when she was living— 

But now, I’m trying to love her in ways she’d understand, 

Trying to break the cycle of silence, of holding on too tight to what doesn’t matter, 

And letting go of what does.

 

So, if I could have one more Sunday, 

One more dinner, one more day, 

I’d say it—I’d shout it, whisper it, let the words spill. 

Because love was always there, 

We just didn’t know how to say it.

 

But now I know, and I’m telling you— 

I love you, in ways that stretch beyond silence, 

In ways that live even after the words go unsaid.

 

 Thrones of Insecurity


Oh, they enter like the room owes them something

Two women cloaked in chaos, misery their king.

Every word a dagger, sharp but weak,

Every glance a judgment they’d never dare speak.

They don’t build—they tear.
No bridges, no bonds—just walls of despair.
Sisters in name, but strangers in spirit,
Screaming for validation, too afraid to hear it.

Their laughter echoes, but it’s hollow and forced,
Fueling their power with envy, their only recourse.
They find fault in others to avoid their own cracks,
Throwing stones from glass houses, hoping no one throws back.

They circled me once, baiting me to join,
Their game of gossip, their poison coin.
But I don’t dance in dirt, I don’t play that tune—
I rise with the sun while they howl at the moon.

Oh, they tried to pull me into their storm,
But I refused, my peace my norm.
They mocked my stillness, mistook it for fear,
Not realizing my silence was louder than their sneer.

They sit on thrones made of envy and spite,
Rulers of nothing, dimming their own light.
Believing their bitterness is some kind of crown,
But I’m no subject—I won’t bow down.

They whisper like wind, their lies take flight,
But truth doesn’t falter, not under their might.
I see their pain cloaked in venom and steel,
They cut with their words because they don’t want to feel.

While they stew in their chaos, I plant my peace,
Watering joy where their shadows crease.
Fighting my demons in silence and grace,
Finding light in the laughter youth leaves in its trace.

Because you can’t tear down what you didn’t create,
And I’m not your competitor, just your mirror of hate.
I walk my own path, no need for their games—
Their thrones crumble under the weight of their names.

And here’s the truth they’ll never admit:
They’re not queens—they’re prisoners in their own pit.
Bound by their anger, chained by their pride,
They can’t stand to see someone simply survive.

But while they unravel, I’ll continue to rise,
Their pettiness shrinking under wide-open skies.
Because real queens don’t destroy; they build and uplift,
They speak with love and give others the gift
Of strength, of grace, of something pure—
But that kind of power they’ll never endure.

So keep your crowns made of sorrow and stone,
I’ll wear resilience, my joy my own.
Because while you fester in what you lack,
I’ll rise—always—and never look back.

And one day, when their storm settles,
When they’re left with their silence and twisted medals,
They’ll realize they never conquered me—
I was too busy building my legacy.

 

 


Poetry of the People with Al Black Featuring Rian N. Jenkins

My first Poet of the People for 2025 is Rian N. Jenkins. 

Rian has been a fixture on the Midlands poetry scene for many years as both a poet, spoken word artist and mentor. She is a beacon of light who empowers and promotes others with her positivity and I'm proud to call her, Friend.

~Al Black

Rian N Jenkins has been in love with writing since sixth grade.  For over 30 years, she has inspired, entertained, and educated many through poetry, novellas, journalism, and performances.  In 2021, she added author to her resume.  She has published three poetry anthologies and looks forward to debuting her first children’s book, A Blessing for The World, and her first middle grades novel, Reverse.

A native of Sumter, SC, she  graduated from Ridge View in ‘98 in Columbia, SC and Winthrop University in ‘03. She has roots in Edisto Island, Hollywood and St Helena Island; she is the mother of a brilliant and talented young king and is a podcaster who speaks on topics that spread light. 

A former teacher (twenty years) and a spoken word artist, author, mentor and program director of CROWN HER, formerly known as the ROSES mentoring program, she is a LIT specialist who does book talks online while sponsoring All Black Author Book Drive and Giveaway in the Columbia area.  In her spare time, she loves to spend time with her family and friends, watch sports, especially football or a good show that entertains while causing her to push her pen, thrift, and eat at different restaurants.  

To learn more information about her or how to book her for a performance, author visit, writer’s workshop or find her on social media, visit her website, www.riannjenkins.com.

____

“Determined”

Determined.

He was fleeing.

With raindrops streaming down his face

     as in attempting to be an obstacle

     deterring him from the finish line.

Crying too many times almost eroded the lifeline.

Despite the sun not shining,

    he finally saw the light,

    his way out.

His breakthrough is attainable, worth the fight.

Determined

Marching down the busiest road.

Bumper to bumper traffic doesn’t stop him 

      from rolling two suitcases, one with a broken wheel, 

      along with the weight of the two more bags, 

      one on his back wasn’t enough defer his dream, 

      obtaining the reality of freedom. 

Pausing only to catch his breath.

He would not abort the mission.

Determined. 

Nothing was going to stop him.

The raindrops are falling, 

        creating what some would deem 

        a collision course with reckless drivers.

Rainy days evoke a clash of wills 

     provoking fatigue among the weak.

Intimidated out of the belief of worthiness.  

Determined, deserving of every promise. 

He refused to get tired 

He knows he is strong enough to walk through rain.

The pain of staying is enough to push anyone insane.

Determined.

He wouldn’t remain, waste away, abandoning hope.

This rain didn’t compare to the storm he faced for years.

He didn’t care how many breaks he had to take. 

He didn’t care about onlookers wondering where he is going.

Ignoring their annoyance echoing in the blaring of horns.

He knows his destination.

Endless cycles was no longer an option. 

Too legit to quit.  

Determined

Resilience is the cape that flies behind him,

      undergirding him to pull two suitcases, one with a broken wheel, 

      the weight of the two more bags, one on his back

       wasn’t enough defer his dream, 

       obtaining the reality of freedom 

       through a busy street 

       that would deem a borderline a highway

       scaring away any boldness.

Yet, he is careful to avoid traffic.

Nothing was going to stop him from this journey.   

Determined.  

 ~~~

“Unveiling”

Why do we carry the young into spaces 

to witness brilliance

they may not remember

may not cherish or relish

embrace like a desired toy?

Maybe we will awaken a space 

in their heart that is dormant.

Unknowing or cognizant of the potential

of what can grow if we expose young eyes and minds

to a future they didn’t know existed.  

Culture is what it is giving.

Experiences that can be

life changing.

Igniting a passion, a dream to be lived as reality.

Inspiring, empowering, impacting

Reverberating in the souls and spirits of many

a contagious energy elevating and illuminating this earth.  

Maybe we also understand 

we can never be content with saying he or she is the first 

with no one standing in line to carry the baton, the legacy.

We beam with pride as they roll their eyes

Because we carry them into spaces

to witness magnificence 

Permeating their psyche with images 

alternating destiny. 

Igniting a passion, a dream to be lived as reality.

Inspiring, empowering, impacting

Reverberating in the souls and spirits of many

a contagious energy elevating and illuminating this earth.  

Maybe we sense the gift God placed in their spirit

Cultivation and irrigation is needed for it to sprout

            So we ignore the pouts on their faces

When we  carry them into spaces

To witness eminence

Identifying the journey God has for them.

Igniting a passion, a dream to be lived as reality.

Inspiring, empowering, impacting

Reverberating in the souls and spirits of many

a contagious energy elevating and illuminating this earth


Al Black's Poetry of the People featuring Bo Petersen

My last Poet of the People for 2024 is Bo Petersen.  I have known Bo Petersen for several years, but had never engaged him as a poet until a couple years ago.

Bo is a kind, gentle and quirky (in all the ways quirky can be good) poet who has the gift of making his readers smile and want to become his friend. Hearing Bo read his work is to sit in his living room with a cup of hot chocolate, a plate of Oreos, and sharing the fragile beauty of being alive.

~Al Black

Bo Petersen is aimlessly good on his feet. Published since he was a child, relieving him of having to grow up. (Or if you have to: Wrote the non-fiction Washing Our Hands In The Clouds, Kachi, a book of verse and photography, Fezziwig Press, 2023. Also, Soldiers Stories - a book of vignettes about World War II veterans, published by the Gaston Gazette. Short stories and verse in nearly four dozen journals.)

                                       Aurum 

 

    “Know who you are. Know the mystery you celebrate”

      

                                                      burnishing,

burnishing,

                   burnishing           

                                     tongues

   

               ice rill fingers puckered numb, the steel sieve      

                                 sun

 

                                “he’s his own worst enemy”

 

                                                       a crude pan in a cold hand

                                                                     burnishing

                              new blaze

                                                         *                                              

                                       who has sinned so he is blind? neither

                                                   is he blind or do we see

  

                                             all it takes is spit

                                                             a little humility

 

                       “well, theoretically it’s a good scenario

                           but there’s a practical impediment”

 

                                                     so i glean 

                                                                          fool’s gold

                                           flecked  

                                                        insensibility

                                                    

     civilization demands emancipation, demands

                      or all is intrigue 

                                the grave weight of this given earth                                                   frees                                                         

                                                                into Whose hand we

                                                      sieve, despite what we believe                           spirit agleam a particle stream  

                                                       shook of space, dust

shining

              spirit                 

                                       is beauty, beauty is

                                                                            spirit

 all we know of earth

                                                           imperfect

                                          cultivate

                                                           create           

                   love 

                                                                     perfects

                                                                                               or all is just creed

 

                                                      *

 

                                    o i’d like to be Learn’d, i guess

                                  adeptly key in a daunting Op-ed

             screed a piece out of Poetry to bleed their heads

                                    o i’d learn’d to be like, i guess

 

                                                   *

 

                                all i yearn is beauty,

                                      simply,

                                                   beauty

                            suffices 

                                            go on, ask

                                         what it is i dream 

                               in chanting streams, in ulule tongues, ulule

                                             reeds, 

                                       i am stealing wings.       

                               as dismissive as these

                                  radiate coals in the cold 

                                                                              i leave 

                      flights of white ibis flashing dawn

                          egret in pairs lifting in shine

                                                                    from a shook pan in mist freeze

 

                    (who died waiting sale)

 

               gone, gone, no mournful white

                            joy

 

                               8,000

                            souls unslaved

 

                             off Gadsden’s pitch dock

                         to the salt harbor

 

                                       splayed

                 blanched bones scraping hissing sands

 

                                      with no grave

  

                                                   - for the IAAM, Charleston

 

 

                                         Nativity

                                       

                        ignorant would it be to whisper

 Lord

                               we’ve blasted past

 

                      the purpled robes, the mock angelic

                         thinlit candle in the cold sepulchre

 

                                           of our souls

                               light years

 

                   we are weaned

                                      past pretense

 

                                               past dwarf planets

                          swelled of gravid moons

 

                                      out the far womb of what we now know 

              pulses

 

                              I tell you

                                                   yet

 

                                          push

  

                          not in the patinas you don’t see

 

                                the blood, the spew

                                         bowels

 

              the dread in the eye of the man who had been told

                         there is nothing like this    

 

                                        to be

 

                   the strangely agape sheepherders

                           the magical jangles

            

                 of robed wanderers of stars

 

              nothing, he must have thought, nothing

                                     like this

 

                           you could conceive

                  

  

                                             (the point)                       

  

                                                      poetry,

 

                                                 the point is,

                                                     where

 

                                    metaphor becomes parable

 

                                             song,

                                                       sense.

           

Poetry of the People featuring Elizabeth Leverton

This week's Poet of the People is Elizabeth Leverton. I first met Elizabeth several years prior to COVID where she was a frequent attendee at music venues I also frequented. As COVID restrictions were lessening we met again and she was in the process of having her first book of poetry published. She can now be found at poetry venues and readings in Columbia and around the state of South Carolina. 

Elizabeth is a multi-talented creative and is an insightful poet.

~Al Black 

 

Elizabeth Leverton is a poet, an acrylics painter, an amateur musician, and a sewist of functional art. An academic writer and editor, she earned a BA in English Lit and an MA in English: Writing and Editing at the University of North Carolina at Greensboro. Elizabeth has been writing poetry for 35 years. Her first book of poetry, Peace, Rhododendron (2023), was published by Mind Harvest Press in Columbia, SC. A more recent, home-printed chapbook regarding the complexities of love and grief, called A Mad Dash to Tell You, circulated in 2024. Elizabeth lives in Columbia with two part-Siamese sister cats, Silo and Weaver, who are patiently welcoming their new sister, a five-year-old Shepherd mix named Crush, into the family. 

Generations, Words of Love, and a Turtle Called Myrtle

 

1. A two-storey, five-bedroom ranch house, at the top of a driveway.

Two women sit in the dimly lit dining room.

    One of them is blind.

The other reads aloud the love letters of the blind woman’s World War II romance.

 

2. The pen-pals, Shorty and Rose, will marry and raise six children.

Years prior to retirement from 5K-teaching, Rose will take a fish aquarium, formerly housing one    

    male Betta fish (deceased),

& deck it out with rocks and a lamp, dirt, green plants, and muddy water.

 

No bigger at first than a handful of nickels clutched in a child’s hand—   

A baby turtle called Myrtle will sunbathe there, and swim; dig at the sand; and eat leafy greens,   

    earthworms, feeder fish, & snails.

Myrtle and Rose will age together toward retirement: both dreaming of bigger worlds.

 

One June day, Rose will drive away from school for the last time, breathe in the summer air,

lurch up the driveway in her paneled station wagon, park, and carry Myrtle in a cozy box to a

    nearby pond.

“Whelp,” Rose will say, surprised by tears: “goodbye, my sweet old friend.”

 

3. Ten years later, Shorty and Rose’s youngest son, Dale, meets a Sadie Hawkins who asks him out to

    see a jazz band.

Mississippi born Rose finds Sadie forward, lacking dignity,

but slowly warms to their friendship.

 

Within a year, Sadie will sit with Rose in the dining room… and read Shorty’s letters to

   her.

Sadie will observe the couples’ proper greetings, colloquialisms, tendernesses.

She will think of Shorty’s mission overseas, and about Rose, with her head tucked in Chemistry books,

   working in a laboratory, waiting.

 

Sadie will think of Dale, Little smiling boy—Little towheaded boy,

growing up with his folks’ love letters

tucked away somewhere in a drawer.

 

4. At night by firelight Dale tells Sadie stories about Shorty and Rose.

Sadie listens half-distracted with Dale’s deep-set eyes, inscribing one takeaway in her imagination:

Rose, left without children at holidays, sinking to the floor, breaking bones in protest.

One time, a femur. Her left wrist. New knees. And now her hip.

Her new wheelchair creates two needs: Dale builds a ramp to the door, and Sadie becomes Rose’s  

    caregiver.

 

The bed where Sadie sleeps at Rose’s house is in a warm, wood-paneled room

with a brick-stacked fourth wall, in the basement of this ‘ranch house on a ranch house,’

as Dale describes it. The home is Rose’s Dream House.

Shorty was the dream who made sure it happened.

 

5. One morning Sadie wakes to scratching at the windowsill, ground level above her head.

When she investigates, she finds a turtle rustling in the leaves and grass, digging in the sandy

   soil.

“Oh, haven’t I told you?” Rose asks,

“That’s Myrtle, come to lay her eggs. She always comes home.”

 

6. Another year, some snow, & Rose is now dreaming visions of choirs singing to her from the yard in the

    freezing night; while

Alzheimer’s sinks into her mind, a slow-setting sun. Rose begins, gently at first, to walk back through

    memories,

with soon-urgent concern that the gate to her childhood farm has been left open,

and Bessie the Cow is roaming the streets again. This, while Rose is out of feed, and the  

    chickens are ruffled.

 

Months later, Rose will stop remembering conversations and start truncating the names of favorite

    things…

She will laugh at, not with; and insist on wheelchair adventures into the yard in search of

    Bessie and the chickens.

 

Rose will forget things, but Myrtle will remember,

traveling through half-awakened blades of winter grass that beautifully light the morning with dew.

Myrtle will make her way deliberately, from the small, muddy pond, lurching back up the hill

    to the sandy flower bed.

 

“Didn’t I ever tell you?” Rose will ask again.

“Yes, it’s Myrtle,” Sadie will repeat quietly.

“She returns every year,” adds Rose.

 

7. The Alzheimer’s Days tick heavily on, while

Rose eats less, and moves less, finally succumbing to time and her illness.

 

There is always Memory, though,

now yours:

of Bessie the Cow, the open gate, the hens that need feeding—

and the great returns:

of Myrtle the Turtle.

 

 ___________________________________________

 


Stars Fall, Sand Falls: A Shout-Out to God  

 

1. A reader who appreciates slowness,

nature, and starry nights.

Cool temperatures, sunshine,

and animals.

 

Always a seeker, more interested in observing,

in becoming, in growth—that inner work,

more urgent than a need.

Not trying to sway the opinions or dreams of others.

 

A survivor of aggression, sternness, and criticism—

carefree reactions will irritate Judges.

Carefree reactions might cause or be caused by tuning out,

an absentmindedness.

 

Still,

a love for equality—a basic, buck-stopping humanity, an arrogant compassionis carved into

    that blank slate.

 

2. Darkness appears before the turning of the hourglass,

then light in that darkness: falling bits, sand,

shadows of memory pass like ghosts across attic floors.

Philosophies are different hats, new clothes, loved-to-bits mantras.

 

No scaffolding of beliefs around the mind-house: but a seat at the buffet of wisdom. 

 

& Mindful, when possible.

 

Physically far away from the past. There is more freedom to make decisions;

and less aggression to contrast them against, too.

“I’m never going to be…” must stretch; must grow; must become.

 

3. Years later, even a lunch menu becomes heavy when one is frantic for an answer.

But there is visual art, and it feels breezy

to love Van Gogh’s “Starry Night,” or Picasso’s “Paul in a Clown Suit”—with pencil-mark

    leftovers— feeding generations delight.

Every brushstroke is exemplar play. Carl Jung proved it to heal trauma.

 

4. Philosophy, an arrogant parent, through winters of confusion,

questions intentions, demands accountability, and posits preferences.

 

What church trusts intentions?—Nature.

Gather

 

where green is… same, browns and blues…

Clouds drift and neighbor each other in shapes of dog, rabbit, heart, tree.

The answers are the answer:

 

5. “Love,”

comfort, Love—

freeing, Love.

 

Love is humanity’s shout-out to God.

 

 _________________________________________

 


Lone Girl versus the Darkness

 

1. I have stood terrified for a lifetime

of you.

 

I have worst-case scenario’d

my way through books and books

without light;

 

have hidden my heart from you;

 

have sat on that fence with cowgirl legs so you would think

I do not take sides.

 

Now I see you face to face—

& there is comfort in knowing

how small you really are.

 

You

are finite,

for hearts of darkness

never grow.

 

2. I have patched the holes in these jeans

worn threadbare on

barbed wire—

 

& I am riding now aside

into the sunrise in my mind

 

that you cannot draw from,

 

that you cannot dim,

that you cannot envelope

with sinister clouds,

 

& I do not care

anymore

of the fancy tricks   

that you will try, because

 

being terrified is

behind me now.

 

 

 ___________________________________________

 

Car Radio, Fourth Amendment

 

Chronologically before the terror-

filled memories I cannot repeat are

filed the inside jokes from the Holy Spirit.

 

I have sat across from wide-eyed friends on cat-torn sofas, tapping cigarette ashes into ashtrays, telling unbelievable tales. My 30s was a dark decade, to mid 40s, dark years; much hidden, much unable to be revealed. (It would break both of our hearts.)

 

    Up to the Grande diagnosis of 1990, I have not much recall, until wrecked thin by frustration,

I began to conquer Memory Failure via Mathematics.

The beautiful Geometry: Of music. Of art (and lack of art).

 

At five years old, I received a clock radio for Christmas, and looking back, I date memories according to songs I waited up for on the radio—at six, Barry Manilow’s “Copacabana (At the Copa).” By 1979, I stayed up watching the slightly glowing numbers flip on the clock

until the radio edit of Pink Floyd’s “Another Brick in the Wall” played, a song that validated my boredom as a “mediocre” learner. 

 

In fact I have longed to be mediocre,

somewhere in the middle,

Not at one extreme, the other:

I stayed inside for teachers’ coffee breaks, not for coffee;

and got into fights (however, tho,

I never meant for my friend Ursey to knock her chin on a rock when we were roughing each other up:

 

I was really a bumbling peacemaker

in the wrong place at the wrong time.) Still today,

I write mental apologies to Ursey, & bless her chin;

and to the

boy whose deltoid muscle I administered a sharp-pencil shot to in second-grade math class

    after he called me stupid.

 

Otherwise nonviolent, my school antics and questionable midterm evaluations were for the most

due to being overly chatty with friends (something I have come to call my enthusiasm—for stories must

    stretch).

 

Aside from Ursey’s bumps, and a potentially lingering grey polka-dot

on the math genius’s arm, I escaped trouble throughout my school years due 100%

to a very

awkward

shyness

in public.

 

& so,

I desired,

 

to be never mentioned in my ninth-grade English teacher’s spontaneous roll calls

that

he might direct at anyone; asking the loud, the late, and the unlucky

from the front of a room filled with laughter…

 

“Do you have something you would like to share with everyone, Poopsie?”

 

His thick rims, thick glasses. His gray curly hair. The softness of his humor.

 

Poetry of the People with featuring Richard Garcia

This week's Poet of the People is Richard Garcia. Richard Garcia is one of the stalwarts of poetry in the low country of South Carolina. I knew of him long before I knew him. He is a wonderful advocate and mentor for other poets as well as a wonderful award winning poet in his own right.. I encourage you to buy his books and attend any of his readings in your area - he will not disappoint.

~Al Black

Richard Garcia's poetry books include The Other Odyssey, Dream Horse Press, 2014, The Chair, BOA 2015, and Porridge, Press 53, 2016. He has received a Pushcart Prize, and been in Best American Poetry.

Then 

A knock on the front door,

but no one is knocking. 

My mother is upstairs again

threatening to jump out the window.

 

And there is my best friend Tito.

The swish-swish of metal roller-skates.

Father Harris from All Saints Episcopal Church 

crosses the street holding my book

 

with two hands as if it were heavy.

He wants an inscription, something clever,

for his future granddaughter—should I tell him

that my book has not been written yet,

 

that he is dead now, and I am dead now,

that my mother's house

and All Saints Episcopal Church have taken wing

like two swans made of smoke,

 

swans that I might have imagined?

But that was now and this is then.

Tito says, Let's go back to Buena Vista Park,

let's go cardboard-sliding down the musical sand dunes.

 

 American Gothic  

My grandfather was the captain of a tall ship that sailed around the horn bearing rum and whiskey and always, just for me, a barrel of rock hard candy from the isle of Madagascar. My grandfather told me stories that made me dream of pirates, nice pirates that never hurt anyone. My grandfather waved goodbye to my grandmother as his ship sailed away with the tide. My grandmother and I waited for the sails of Grandfather's ship to reappear on the horizon. Tell me again, Grandma, What was the name of Grandpa's ship. It was called, she reminded me, The Constellation of Falsehoods. OK, I lied. I never knew my grandfather or my grandmother but I recall their picture on the wall. They appeared to be sad farmers. He was holding a pitchfork. She looked like she had just swallowed a large sour ball.


 

Message from Garcia 

 My brother was the rain.

He was also the sun.

My brother was a sun shower.

We used to sleep in the flames

of the gas fireplace when it was turned on.

but, since my brother was the rain,

the fire never harmed us.

My brother sang to make the moon come out.

He read to me from the pages of sand dunes.

Sad stories, always, sad stories.

Back in the olden days, television    

was not invented yet.

We would cut a hole in a box and stare at it.

My brother was the first Mexican-American

 basketball star. San Francisco

News Call-Bulletin—Headline:

message from Garcia:

He breaks the record for points in a game.

Next game, double, triple guards on Garcia.

Me, I was an expert at dying.

I would clutch my chest and slowly spin

to the sidewalk. I would lie there

for a long time, twitching spasmodically.

The players from the other teams

complained about my brother.

That Mexican, they said,

he slips through us like rain.

  

 

Freedom  

You are sitting up in bed reading a detective novel. Your eyes are open but you are asleep thinking you are awake. In this novel you are at Roosevelt Middle School with your girlfriend at your first sock hop.  You have never been to a sock hop, and don't know how to do the bop, the dance the white kids are doing.  So you do the steps taught to you by your Black friend, Felton, although at that time he was a Negro. The dance he taught you was called the Texas Hop. Soon all the white kids in the gym are dancing the Texas Hop. But your mind is flowing backwards. It's the case you are working on: The Case of the Missing Tar Baby and the Pillsbury Doughboy. Where they stolen, lynched, or did they run away together? The Tar Baby and the Pillsbury Doughboy have escaped from a chain gang. They have built a raft and are drifting down the Mississippi river toward freedom.

 

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Jasper's Poetry of the People Featuring Brittany Jones

This week's Poet of the People is Brittany Jones. Brittany has been writing poetry for quite some time and has recently started performing spoken word. Spoken word has expanded her depth and reach as an artist. Her recent performance at Mind Gravy was a well accepted success and we look forward to her future on the spoken word and poetry scene.

~Al Black

Brittany Jones, also known as Shai (pronounced “shy”) Moonlight is a Columbia based poet, host and artivist. After over two decades as a strictly page poet, Brittany began performing spoken word in March 2024. Now a member of the Poetree Family and New Danger, she works as a healthcare professional by day and is the mother of three amazingly unique kids. She feels her purpose in poetry is to be an ever-changing and ever-present light.

_______

Momentary Distraction 

There

Is extra femininity in my stride

When I walk by

A HARD working 

Black man

It is instinctual

I see him and feel my posture correct

Subconsciously straighten stray locs

Anticipating potential admiration 

He may not be my type

And I don’t have to be his

But maybe

He’ll be drawn to my melanin

Or my proportions 

BUT…if I am his type

I want him to enjoy watching my hips sway freely

The see the subtle jingle and bounce that naturally reverberate with each step

And, I don’t need to see him

Watch me walk by to know that he might

So I

With my head held high

Nod, smile

Find something to compliment

“Have a blessed day, handsome!” 

And go on about my business

And him to his

I hope you appreciate 

This momentary distraction 

As much as I 

_____

Jahzara Nicole

On April 8th, 2007

The prettiest little girl we laid on my chest

I had seen her big brown eyes in my mind 

Before I knew she was in my womb

And at that moment

I chose to mother her

Despite offers and ours

I

Chose 

Raising her to be who she was called to be

Over the potential of what my life could have been

Mind you — I was a child

Just 6 months into adulthood 

More years then I could imagine away from womanhood

Yet thrust 

By my own hand

Into motherhood

At least two statistics 

Teen & Single

Now 

Throw in “Black”

And the fact that her father would die before knowing that she would be born 

So I named her in an effort to combat all of that

‘Jahzara’

It is Ethiopian for ‘blessed princess’

Because despite my immaturity 

Or his non existence 

She would be

Blessed

My Ace is now 17

Less than one year from my age I was when

She was conceived

And she

Had grown to be

My very best friend

The first person to know me through and through

She’s 

The reason I can never give up

Beautiful in heart, mind and spirit

She has my face…

Copy. Paste. 

She is

The coolest chick with

Signs if my personality 

Like interests discovered daily

The best big sister

More like the “little mama”

And every time I look at her

I see those 

Big, brown eyes 

I’d seen in my mind

Before I knew she was….. 

_____

Now. Then. Again. 

Every now & then

My mind runs so fast 

I almost lose it

In fact

I have a time or 2

But 

Grace & mercy allowed me to catch up

I am

Educated, medicated, therapized

And still

I’ve found myself sinking

Again?!

Longing for non-existence 

Teetering the fine line between coping and addiction

Why won’t this thing loose me!?

After all the alter calls…

I’m still finding more peace in alcohol

and I’m  tired

Butttttt

My therapist says she’s proud of me 

That I’ve made so much progress

And I agree…

Today

But what about tomorrow??

When my chemicals get to “imbalancing” again

When

Focusing on

Mindfulness, gratitude and moon phases 

Make no changes 

And all I can do is……

Ruminate on

What could have been

And what should have been 

Or what would have been

Seemingly, blind to my  blessings

Just Praying 

“God please, let me make it through this feeling…

Again…”


Poetry of the People featuring Lisa

This week’s poet of the people is Lisa McVety-Johnson, a gentle soul, who I first met at an exhibition of her husband's artwork. It was a while before I became aware that she was finding her voice through poetry at the 2021 release of Fall Lines. Her work is kind, understated and revealing. I look forward to her continued blossoming and coming into her own as a poet.

Al Black

Lisa Johnson-McVety is a non-fiction writer whose work was previously only heard by college professors, or friends and family at funerals. Born to a southern patriarchal family, her work focuses on the transformative healing from traumatic events in her life and is dedicated to those before her who had no voice. In 2018, at the age of 49, during lunch breaks and evenings after work, Lisa graduated from the University of South Carolina with honors earning a Bachelor of Arts Degree in Creative Writing. Lisa was awarded her first publication in 2021 Fall Lines, where you may read her poem, Sad Feet. Lisa’s poem, It’s 4 a.m., was awarded publication in The South Carolina Bards Poetry Anthology 2023. 

  

In my fall

The leaves crunch

beneath

my feet

and yet remain,

only changed

in form.

 

This season brings

a shedding,

a new stage,

and with it, new buds form

on the landscape

of my page.

 

I choose my response

to both the blooms

and the blight.

I’m a work in progress

an eternal dreamer

a student of this life.

 

  

Earth Angel

 

I was living with no clue

until I saw him for the first time

through new eyes,

the cataracts of my past removed.

 

Hardened tree limbs

for arms and legs

that engulf and protect

my wilting self.

 

I soar so very high

knowing not what the future brings.

He holds my cares, my cries

in the comfort of his wings.

 

I find relief in him

from the heat of the flames

for in his cool breeze

I live again.

 

I allow myself to float.

Expansive sky above

sun on my shoulders

safe in the sea of his love.

 

 

Shhhh

 

I am the devil

I am man himself

I am father

 

His words echo in my head

as his hand presses my face

deep into the bed

my jaws wrenched

out of place.

 

He always screamed “hush!”

 

He’s still trying to quiet me

 

He’s dead

 

The Box

 

The year 2028.

Abortion, firmly in our past.

No more bi-partisan hate.

New policy on the scene.

New government to intervene.

 

Email provides a link

to our portal.

Your fate sealed

as your date of birth will reveal.

If male, press the circle.

 

Minimally invasive,

it touts to be of great appeal.

A quick nip and tuck

no need for drugs.

Just a slice at birth, and home to heal.

 

And so, ends

the divisiveness

of this quarrel.

 

History books speak of

our barbaric acts,

how our young society suffered.

Don’t worry about these cracks.

For under our reign, we shall recover.

 

No more unwanted births.

The burden no longer on her.

Absolution founded by a mother.

Apply inside once notified

we deem you worthy to give life to another.

 

Thank god for a woman

I think God is a woman

 

Don’t worry. Whether you like it or not, we’ll protect you.

Join the Jasper Project and SCAA for a Reading and Launch Celebration of Southern Voices – Fifty Contemporary Poets Edited by Tom Mack and Andrew Geyer

By Cindi Boiter

Poetry and place come together beautifully in Tom Mack and Andrew Geyer’s (editors) new book, Southern VoicesFifty Contemporary Poets (Lamar University Press) Which launched on October 1st on the campus of University of SC at Aiken, where Mack is a distinguished professor emeritus and Geyer serves as chair of the English Department. The two previously worked together editing the fiction anthology, A Shared Voice: A Tapestry of Tales (Lamar University Press, 2013), and have joined forces once again to bring us a new and intriguing look at contemporary poetry from the South.

“Because of the overwhelming success of that collection of paired tales, the folks at Lamar University Literary Press wondered if we could put together an equally attractive book of poems,” Mack says. Mack also edited Dancing on Barbed Wire (Angelina River Press, 2018) which Geyer co-wrote with Terry Dalrymple and Jerry Craven. “We knew from the outset of the multi-year project that we wanted to cover the whole South from Virginia to Texas, from Arkansas to Florida; and we thought that 50 would be the minimum number of poets (4-6 poems by each) that we would need to do justice to the complex geography and culture of this distinctive region of the country.”

South Carolina poetry aficionados will not be surprised by the list of distinguished contributors to Southern Voices, among them Jasper’s own poetry editor and inaugural Columbia city poet laureate, Ed Madden, along with Libby Bernadin, Marcus Amaker, Ron Rash, Glennis Redmond, and forty-five equally accomplished poets from across the region.

“Once we decided on how many poets to include in the book,” Mack says, “we divided the South in half. Because I had edited the South Carolina Encyclopedia Guide to South Carolina Writers (USC Press) and managed the USC Aiken writers’ series for over a decade, I volunteered to invite 25 poets from the Atlantic coast, the part of the South I know best. Drew (Geyer), a native of Texas and a member of the Texas Institute of Letters, focused on Southern states from Alabama to west of the Mississippi.”

The theme of “place” features prominently in this collection, Mack says. “It thus made sense to invite as many state and local poets laureate as possible since those individuals had already been selected by governmental entities to represent a particular locale. All of the Southern states have state poets laureate; and some states, such as South Carolina, have poets laureate who have been selected to represent cities and towns. Columbia, Charleston, Greenville, and Rock Hill, for example, have municipal poets laureate. Thus, we were expecting that most of the poems submitted by each invited poet would focus on place: physical, emotional, spiritual, or psychological. We were not disappointed.”

But the co-editors recognized early on that the representation of contemporary Southern poets looks increasingly different than in decades past, as it should. “From the very beginning of the process, we wanted to put together a book that reflected the changing demographics of the region, its growing diversity and burgeoning equality of opportunity. Thus, in choosing our invitees, we kept gender, ethnicity, and sexual orientation in mind,” Geyer says.

In his introduction to the volume Mack writes, “Perhaps no other region of this vast country is haunted more by the past. In the case of the American South, heavy lie the legacy of slavery and the specter of the Civil War. … Yet, the winds of change can be felt throughout the American South, due in large part to both a generational and demographic shift—the region is consistently being enriched by transplants from other parts of the country and other nations of the world.”

“This Southern Voices collection is a testament to how far we’ve come,” Geyer agrees. “The poets in this anthology are Black and white and brown, straight and LGBTQ+, native Southerners and northern transplants—a mélange of artists from across the Greater South most of whom have served as the poets laureate of their states and/or local communities. These are the poets whose work everyday folks living in the South chose to represent them. The diversity of voices that you’ll find in this incredible volume is reflective of the people who make the place what it is.” 

Launch celebrations and readings for Southern Voices are scheduled  throughout the state. The public is invited to attend the Columbia event, sponsored in part by the Jasper Project and the South Carolina Academy of Authors, from 6 to 8 pm on November 14th at All Good Books in Five Points. Poets scheduled to read from the collection include Ed Madden, Glenis Redmond, Libby Bernardin, and Ellen Hyatt.

 

 

 

A version of this article appeared in the Fall 2024 issue of Jasper Magazine - Available now throughout Columbia

Poetry of the People featuring Cynthia Francis

This week's Poet of the People is Cynthia Francis. 

I met Cynthia through poet, Jane Zenger. She is a newly retired educator busy finding her voice through poetry. There is no ambiguity or trying to decide what she means; her poetry is refreshingly direct and unapologetically to the point. Zealous to hone her craft, she can be found actively participating in poetry readings and workshops. I look forward to her future involvement and development in our poetry community.

Al Black

Cynthia Francis began her teaching career at the Fort Jackson Schools 39 years
ago. She started as a second-grade teacher, then moved to pre-kindergarten, and
ended her career teaching kindergarten. She served on several committees and
organizations during her professional career. Chairperson for Professional
Development Schools with the University of South Carolina. Chairperson of the School
Improvement Council/Committee, President of the Fort Jackson Association of
Educators, Chairperson/Organizer of Multicultural Project at Pinckney Elementary
School. Member of Who’s Who, and Former President of SCECA(South Carolina Early
Childhood Association). She has recently supervised interns for the USC College of
Education.

Redone

Stop living in the shadow of memories,
plucking out pieces of sentiment
capturing thoughts and triggering emotions.
Stop dwelling in the spirit
relevant to feelings.
Life doesn’t come with guarantees.
You’re just a being
needing to make a stance.
Sometimes, you have to take a chance.
Just listen to the quiet!
It’s like the world stops
at the end of the day.
You, in your space,
moving towards a place.

____

Love Finds You

Love finds you when you’re never looking.
It sees you from the inside.
Things unseen,
no one watches for
through the quietness
which tells it all.
Listen carefully to unspoken words,
it lets you know the strength
and fortitude of your worth.
Love finds you when you’re never looking.
Connects the wrong,
yet, gives the sense you belong.
Half the duo, silent and strong.
A heart-filled love, free from loneliness
someone who shares, no more emptiness.
A life that cares, no broken promises.
Love’s a sanctuary gathers forth
a restless spirit from within
and brings peace which smoothly transcends.
Love finds you when you’re never looking.
It sees you from the inside,
a subtle moment catches like fireworks
then later subsides.
Love is everlasting, never-ending.
It ebbs and flows until time ends.
Love finds you.
It sees you from the inside
when you’re never looking.

____

Life

Life is a full circle.
Each day brings opportunities to learn,
grow from the past.
Memories are not to be ghosted,
put in jars, placed on shelves,
become forgotten, only to reinvent themselves
in the future as unwanted guests.
Life itself does not have an expiration date.
The idea of living holds tremendous weight.
Stand up, hold tight
living is not quite dead yet.
There’s still light.
With living comes discomfort, mess, discord, stress.
It also reminds you of those hard times
that leads to your best moments.
Life can express itself in the shadows of comfort
while pulling to the present those feel-good pleasures of self
connected to others in memories.
Joys shared, actions delivered, show we care,
relaxed in the company kept.
Life is a full circle,
but we allow it to slip away.
We give time the upper hand.
One side of the hourglass is full of sand.
We can’t recover, can’t reuse.
can only make new the time we have now,
so, let’s use until it’s gone.

____

Too Much

They moved shows from the stage
brought raggedy selves in our faces.
Tails throbbing, hips bobbing,
words flirting, asses twerking.
Someone shouting, “Back it up, gal!”
Everyone’s talking nonsense.
All done in constant pursuit
to screw consumers
of their dollars and cents.
Fill their drawers with lingerie,
bribe young girls to cover their lips
with filthy named gloss
cosmetic stores won’t sell.
Put your name out there, show who’s the boss.
Your name on the latest perfume,
that’s how you can sell it.
Nothing soothes the soul like being told you’re at the top.
At some point, this bullshit has to stop!


Poetry of the People Featuring Lisa Spears

This week's Poet of the People is Lisa Spears. I first met Lisa at Aiken County Library for Art of Words. Her poetry blew me away. Since then, she has featured at Mind Gravy and I have heard her read in Charleston; I am hungry for more.

She teaches English to marginalized high school students in Charleston; her book, Releasing Birds, is must read material for those who have triumphed over the trauma of living - "At first, it felt sinful"

-Al Black

Lisa Spears is a poet who resides in Charleston, SC. Her debut book, Releasing Birds came out earlier this year. It is written in memoir fashion–giving a personal testimony to her journey and healing from traumatic experiences. Often images from her work are stark, yet painfully beautiful. Spears moved to Charleston from the Midwest to follow her dream of writing while living by the ocean. She also teaches high school English to students experiencing trauma. She can be reached at Follypoet63@gmail.com

 Hope to the Brim

       When grief for the world assails me,

       and words avail me none,

       and rockets rain in succession in day blind wars

       and the amputee and the orphans cry

       and a lone woman pushes the grocery cart filled with a home,

       and there’s a bad accident on I-78  

       and  an Aunt Ida is ill,

       and the family cat ran away,

       And all hope is at the bottom of the barrel,

       I must cleave hope to remain 

       steadfast and standing

       in my heart’s recall for,

       Somewhere a baker is whistling to the day’s fresh start,

       and geese are flying south,

       and a boy is rejoicing to ride a two wheel bike,

       and a sliver of light passes through the curtain,

       and a toddler dances with a kite and they are twirling,

       and seagulls frame the beach

       and a grandpa baits the hook,

       and sheets dry on the line,

       and a child makes a wish with a dandelion flower,

       and a niece is in remission,

       and fall leaves keep falling,

       and wild horses run so free,

       and Morning Glories frame a white front porch,

       and church bells ring come Sunday morn’,

       and the people thereof keep on singing

,

       And they keep singing,

       I keep singing,

       we keep singing,

       until we know the words again,

       filling hope to the brim,

       And the cat came home.

       Somewhere, the cat is home.

       

“ Adverbial Pause”

               Another boy was murdered by another boy

               today, I got the news

               when the principal calls

               at six p.m.

               on a Saturday

               it’s never good at my school. 

               Where they share lunch

               and high fives and still love

               when I bring candy.

               Now, I can’t teach them about adverbs

               how splendidly, gleefully, beautiful

               it could have been

               to turn sixteen.


 “The Crossing (Yam Suph & Almamanu)”

                                                  Jewish and Arabic translation

                                             

                            Deir-al-Balah used to glitter by the sea

                            there among palms

                            families sang songs

                            a fisherman could hear

                            upon the water

                            Today, for a son

                            the house a hollow tomb

                            to hold his Um (mother)

                            The boy will go now

                            on the far side of land

                            to find Ab (father)

                            at the line drawn in the sand

                            Following the rockets by night

                            a myriad of faces

                            eclipse in shuttered flame

                            A piece of bread

                            for a child 

                            with no name

                            Slipping past soldiers

                            towering like false gods

                            At dawn he runs

                            to the great divide.

                            There a girl is weeping

                            for a bright, blue dress

                            Bobbe (grandmother) she cries

                            Beyond the expanse

                            there is no sky

                           He reaches her hand

                           across the world

                           of every side

                           Herein lies a Holy Land.       


Celebrate Hispanic Heritage Month by Supporting Local Hispanic and Latino/a Creators by Christina Xan

National Hispanic Heritage Month runs from September 15 – October 15 and highlights and celebrates Hispanic and Latino heritage and identity in the United States. Hispanic (those from Spanish-speaking countries) and Latin (those from Latin America) culture is rife with history that enriches the communities we dwell in.  Columbia is one of these diverse spaces, and the art that emerges from this city, specifically, is inundated with a multitude of cultural perspectives. This Hispanic Heritage Month, Jasper encourages all patrons to seek out multidisciplinary art from Hispanic and Latino/a artists and to explore how the creators’ backgrounds affect their work.  Don’t know where to start? Jasper talked with six Columbia-based artists about how their cultural identity affects their creative process. Learn about them and their work below.

Daniel Esquivia Zapata

Daniel Esquivia Zapata – Visual Artist

 Describe the kind of art you make.  

Daniel’s work explores ideas about historical memory, official historical narratives, and what he terms the politics of remembering. He does this through life-size figurative drawings that combine historical texts, the human body, plants, and animals to generate strong spaces that work as poetic imagery, probing the dynamics of narratives in history and historical memory. This represents an exercise not only of why and what, but also of how we remember, especially in societies with conflicting narratives, obfuscated historical memories, and legacies of colonialism. He uses a combination of traditional figure drawing techniques, liquid charcoal and fragmented print and hand-written texts to draw on several layers of mylar, creating life size drawings that combine representations of the human body, plants, and animals to create news bodies that work as metaphors for political bodies intersected by history, newspaper articles and archives. With these drawings Daniel seeks to unveil the "place of memory" within our bodies amid intersecting discourses, making tangible the essence of our collective past and present. His work has driven him to create images that replace the common container metaphor of memory with one that understands memory as something dynamic and interconnected; something alive, inhabited by ideas, narratives, and discourses that live, age, die (or are killed); something like an ecosystem of memories and narratives, and ecosystem that is inhabited by beings of texts.  

Describe the role your cultural identity has in your work.  

In Daniel's life, a multiplicity of narratives and multinational experiences has made him think deeply about the dynamics of discourse and narratives in our societies, especially as an Afro-Latino in the Americas. For Daniel, the intersection of different identities has profoundly influenced his work. His experiences as the son of a human rights lawyer and a social worker in a multiethnic and multiracial family in Colombia; as a victim of forced displacement from his hometown in 1989; as an Afro-Colombian who studied at a HBCU in the US South [Benedict College]; and as a citizen living in Colombia and grappling with the legacies and present realities of its civil war; these experiences have all presented points of encounter with the forces of history’s multiple faces—unofficial, alternative, contested, surviving—that build and situate someone’s identity. 

Alejandro García-Lemos

Alejandro García-Lemos – Visual Artist

Describe the kind of art you make. 

Alejandro García-Lemos is a visual artist based in Columbia, South Carolina and New Orleans, Louisiana. He holds a MA in Latin American Studies from Florida International University in Miami, and a BA in Graphic Design from the School of Arts at the National University in Bogotá, Colombia. His work focuses on social issues, mostly on aspects of immigration, sexuality, biculturalism, religion, and community. His works have been shown mostly in the Southeast. Alejandro is a former member of the National Association of Latino Arts and Culture (NALAC), as well as the founder of Palmetto & LUNA, a non-profit organization promoting Latino Arts and Cultures in South Carolina since 2007. Lately his work has been shown in Colombia. 

Describe the role your cultural identity has in your work.  

For this particular question I had to look up the exact definition of cultural identity … Cultural identity is a part of a person's identity, or their self-conception and self-perception, and is related to nationality, ethnicity, religion, social class, generation, locality, gender, or any kind of social group that has its own distinct culture. Therefore my cultural identity is omnipresent in my work, as I had mentioned many times before, I am three times a minority, I am Latinx, gay, and immigrant, how could you avoid those aspects as an intrinsic part of all your art? 

Emily Moffitt

Emily Moffitt – Visual Artist

 Describe the kind of art you make. 

The type of art I create boils down to what I have the most fun with. I'm still trying to make my way in and have my foot in the door of the Columbia art scene! Like most Gen Z artists, I got into art from a young age via immense media consumption: video games, anime, cartoons, comics, and the list continues. As a result, the kind of work I create typically falls under the "illustration" category. I go back and forth between illustration and fine art, and sometimes I still think the distinction shouldn't even matter! As a recent college graduate who has now experienced the adulthood rite of passage that is working a 9-5 while still having time for hobbies, as long as I take even 10 minutes of my day to get my hands moving and draw something in my sketchbook, it's a successful day for me. 

Describe the role your cultural identity has in your work.  

The "fine art" I created started with a body of work that explored my heritage and connected to it more after my grandmother passed away in 2021, and I aim to continue it either by maintaining the "dreamscape" title or by starting a new collection. My goal in the fine art world is to create a body of work that I'm constantly thinking about, called "My Mother's Kitchen," since the closest ties I have to my Puerto Rican heritage stem from cuisine, my relationship with my mom, and the amount of time I spent growing up in and around the kitchen watching my mother make the recipes she grew up making with my grandmother. At this point, it's just a matter of me finding the time, and holding myself accountable, that's preventing me from following through! I do find that my mixed heritage sometimes feels like an obstacle when I do work, however, and that's an internalized hurdle I try to overcome when I create, too. Taíno symbology persists throughout my heritage-based work, and I wanted to also focus on the importance of my relationships with my mom and sister. My Puerto Rican heritage has been driven and shaped only by women in my life, and I wanted to pay homage to that, especially since my sister and I feel the same internalized obstacle of sometimes feeling "not Latina enough."  

Claire Jiménez – Author

Describe the kind of art you make.  

Claire Jiménez is a Puerto Rican writer who grew up in Brooklyn and Staten Island, New York. She is the author of the short story collection Staten Island Stories (Johns Hopkins Press, 2019) and What Happened to Ruthy Ramirez (Grand Central, 2023). She received her M.F.A. from Vanderbilt University and her PhD in English with specializations in Ethnic Studies and Digital Humanities from the University of Nebraska–Lincoln. In 2019, she co-founded the Puerto Rican Literature Project, a digital archive documenting the lives and work of hundreds of Puerto Rican writers from over the last century. Currently, she is an Assistant Professor of English and African American Studies at the University of South Carolina. 

Describe the role your cultural identity has in your work.

My writing is very much influenced by the work of past Puerto Rican writers, especially the Nuyorican poets. I am thinking of Pedro Pietri's "The Puerto Rican Obituary" and the work of Judith Ortiz Cofer. I remember reading Silent Dancing and "The Story of My Body" for the first time as a young person, who had a hard time finding books by any Puerto Rican authors in the bookstore in the nineties. These texts were inspiring to me as a young reader, and they definitely shaped me as a writer.

Loli Molina Muñoz

Loli Molina Muñoz – Author 

Describe the kind of art you make. 

I write poetry and fiction. I have just finished my first poetry chapbook manuscript in English, and I also have a feminist dystopia novella in Spanish, both of them searching for a warming publishing house.  

Describe the role your cultural identity has in your work.  

Being born and raised in Málaga, Spain, I grew up immersed in both Spanish and English language thanks to literature, music, and pop culture, which deeply influenced my work. However, I have also lived in Coventry (UK), Wisconsin, and finally moved to South Carolina in 2013. For this reason, my work explores themes of identity, feminism, migration, and the intersections between cultures.

 

[ALMA] SPANISH

Querida madre:

Estos días pienso mucho en usted.

Ayer me acordé de su guiso de 

carne y quise hacer uno yo. 

No me supo igual. 

Me faltaba el sabor añadido de sus 

manos y el olor de su delantal. 

Los niños dijeron que estaba muy 

bueno. Yo les di las gracias y sonreí.

Dos lágrimas que se escaparon 

disimulando para no ser vistas. 

Tampoco vieron las dos cartas del

banco avisando del desahucio. 

Les dije que vamos a pasar unos 

días en casa de Alejandra.

Les hizo ilusión pasar un tiempo 

con sus primos y eso me alivió. 

Luego recordé aquella vez que

usted me dijo que eligiera mi 

muñeca favorita.

Crucé el desierto de la mano de 

Alejandra con la muñeca pegada 

a mi pecho como un amuleto. 

Aún conservo mi muñeca.

Aún tengo a Alejandra. 

Voy a estar bien. 

No se preocupe. 

[ALMA] ENGLISH

Dear mother,

These days I think about you all the time. 

Yesterday I remembered your beef 

stew and I made one myself. 

It did not taste the same. 

It did not have that extra flavor from 

your hands or the smell of your apron. 

The kids said that they liked it. 

I thanked them and smiled. 

Two tears escaped trying not 

to be seen by them. 

They did not see the two eviction

 letters from the bank either. 

I told them that we are going to stay 

some days at Alejandra’s. 

They were happy about spending 

time with their cousins and that soothed me. 

Later I remembered that time 

you told me to choose my favorite doll. 

I crossed the desert holding Alejandra’s 

hand and the doll stuck

to my chest like an amulet. 

I still keep my doll. 

I still have Alejandra. 

I’ll be fine. 

Don’t worry. 

 

Giovanna Montoya

Giovanna Montoya – Ballet Dancer 

Describe the kind of art you make.  

I’m a professional ballet dancer, so my art is dance. Ballet is a theatrical art form that integrates music, dance, acting and scenery to convey a story, or a theme.

 Describe the role your cultural identity has in your work.

My cultural identity represents who I am; a dedicated, driven, disciplined, strong woman, which stands up for what’s right, and never gives up. I am always aiming to move forward, trying to do better every day, even if it is little by little, and working hard to achieve my dreams and goals. These have been imperative assets to possess, that have helped me to become a professional ballet dancer with 15+ years of experience. Ballet is a beautiful but difficult art form, which requires a lot of time, sacrifice, effort, love, endless hours of training, and a great deal of discipline and dedication. I would never have become a professional ballet dancer if it weren’t for the commitment, dedication, responsibility, and integrity that my parents showed and instilled in me from a young age. Coming into this country as an immigrant it’s very difficult, and you have to work very hard to achieve success. That’s something my parents made very clear to me from the beginning, and they led by example. Always working hard, never giving up and excelling in their fields. My dad is a statistician for the Mayo Clinic. My mom is a Veterinarian doctor and was a University Professor in my home Country Venezuela. I’m so thankful for my parents and my cultural identity that has shaped me, and played a pivotal role in the person that proudly I am today.

 

Poetry of the People with Evelyn Berry

This week's Poet of the People is Evelyn Berry. Over a decade ago, led by Evelyn Berry, an inspired group of Aiken High School students would pile in a car and journey to Columbia to attend Mind Gravy Poetry. I am fortunate to still know several of them through the wonder of Facebook—and Evelyn continues to lead and soar above us all. Some day, we will say we knew and were energized by Evelyn Berry on her way up and be grateful for the experience.

-Al Black

Evelyn Berry is a trans, Southern writer, editor, and educator. She's the author of Grief Slut (Sundress Publications, 2024). She's a recipient of a 2023 National Endowment for the Arts Poetry Fellowship and lives in Columbia, South Carolina.


Self-Portrait at Nineteen 

All summer, I worked shifts at Old Navy

& snorted molly from an iPhone screen

in the backseat of a car parked nowhere,

a happy heathen not yet grief-plundered.

 

Once, I was a boy unafraid to die.

I would swallow almost anything meant

to kill me if, at first, it got me high:

pills left over from surgery pilfered

 

from my parents’ medicine cabinet,

coffee cups of dark liquor, gas station

feasts, bounty of grease, sugar, cigarettes.

How else to parachute from the body?

 

Aliveness, this useless extravagance

I have wasted once before, but no more.


prodigal daughter 

what I know of sin, i learned in the sty

amid the swine, slurped mud and called it wine.

femme-fouled boy, faggot-spoiled sacrifice

offered at the altar and abandoned.

 

forgive my reckless want, lord, to belong

as more than soiled sacrament, fat sow

knife-split to gorge the prophets of gendered

violence. prayer, in their hands, a blade.

 

what do i know of penitence, patience,

except once the lord sent frenzied demons

into a drove of blameless pigs to drown?

how did we decide which beast to slaughter?

 

lord, i too am an impure animal.

i left home a son, return a daughter.


 

Eos 

After Mary Evelyn Pickering De Morgan

 

Once, the goddess of dawn cried out, forlorn,

her son cast into dirt beyond the walls of Troy,

Achilles’ sword drawn through his chest,

his soul gone, replaced with a feathered flock.

 

Her tears poured graceless as swans,

like a vase overflowing with morning dew

until grief bloomed new gardens.

Describe to me the weight of this.

 

Mourning replenishes the earth, ushers

Soil into rebirth, new river traced

from the boy’s doomed blue veins.

What is a song worth without its wound?

 

Let me, for once, taste paradise without the tinge of blood.

Let me glimpse the cusp of dawn without the flood of night.


 

The Decoy

            After John Collier

 

To be painted femme fatale, condemned fatal:

a woman’s beauty is a dangerous deception

in the hands of a man who demands

to own her like a plucked rose.

 

Let me be the decoy instead,

damsel in undress, glinting

luminescent like a knife

bound to my ankle.

Al Black's Poetry of the People with Duna Miler

This week's Poet of the People is Duna Miller. I first met Duna over a decade ago at a poetry reading. She can be seen haunting the poetry scene and the Mind Gravy mic when her church choir takes its summer break. Duna is a delightful human being and is a better poet than her humility allows her to project in our literary community. I am honored to call her friend.

-Al Black

Duna Miller began life in Vienna, Austria, as the first of eight daughters. When her father retired from the Army in 1964 their family moved to Columbia and she has resided in the Columbia area ever since. She met James Dickey in Fall 1969 at USC and continued to be his friend and student until he left for the starry place in 1997. Most of her working life was spent in education, and she retired from the USC School of Medicine in 2014.

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To My Sister Bo

(1949-2024)

The sun left the sky

The morning you died.

I will always be sorry,

I will always be grateful -

You were part of my life

All the days of yours.

Inspiration

In the night, in the mind,

The untrained fingers find the keys -

Elusive harmonies,

Unwritten melodies unwind.

In the light, we are blind.

The pinpoint eyes behind us seize

Vague shadows through the leaves.

The unseen vision frees mankind.

Set loose like cats at play,

Imagination’s day begins

Before the dawn sheds light,

Obscuring in that brighter way

The truth the darkness wins.

The webless spider spins by night.

Skyfish

A school of silver minnows turn

In unison against the clouds.

Here and there a jellyfish rises

To the surface and plummets with a blink.

Sometime during the differentiation

Of the fetal eye, bits of matter left over

From other structures lodged in the jelly

Between the lens and retinal wall.

When this debris floats into our field of vision,

And the retinal corpuscles twitch,

The sky becomes a motion picture screen

For an ocean of finite depth.


Dialectic

Angels are guiding my hand.

I stand in a clearer light.

There is no right way to go.

The shadow is always near.

I hear but cannot tell why,

Just follow my inner voice.

Choice is the dream of angels.